I wish I had never let go.

Everything about you.

But mostly the idea of what we could be.

I held onto it for a long time.

I may have loved you.

I know now that you never felt the same way,

But what I regret the most is thinking you might.

Letting go and realizing tore me apart.

You were the only one I could truly image being mine.

Now looking back,

I wish I had never let go of that hope.