Lost

-Cant be that crazy!

-I know right?

-i just want to have so joke but who knows that he would believe in that! I didnt mean to hurt him so badly! I didnt mean it at all!

-i know i know! Dont be so hard on yourself please! It all gonna be fine!

And they went out of the hospital to go for dome coffee and just distract themselves. She was so nervous because she know what she did. He was so sweet and naive. She wanted him to stop it all and be realistic so she created this situation. She explain to him everything but something went wrong. Her lies or her maybe real trues make it even worse. Not it is her responsibility and she is stuck with him for a long time.

-stop thinking about it! Its not your fault, you hear me? It is not! It was just s mistake

-he was found in his own blood. He is in a hospital!

- just stop it! You hear me? It was not your fault, you just said what you said and he just did it. He is an idiot, and you do not need to do anything, to make him feel less guilty, ok?

-i cant, i shouldn’t say it. He was just trying to find out who his mother was, i know that. He was trying to find her for a ling tome. Its not a crime. And i was trying to help, found some materials for him and that what it leads to. I should not even start helping him then he would not be in this situation

- but how could u even know that he would react like that!

- i should understand how much it mean to him. I made a research later and found out that he was looking for her for all of his life, after she was list in a very strange consecuanses.

-ok, lets just make a break fir a while, just drink coffee please, ok?

- ok

I agreed but i couldn’t stop thinking, it was so fresh in my head. Moment when i realised that his mother was lost, then they send her to Africa as a slave and then she escaped by killing the guardian. And became invisible so no one could ever find her. My words “ she is not with us anymore”. And his reaction on them. I didn’t mean that she was… but it was too hard for him, he couldn’t bear it anymore and now he is in a hospital, in coma after he list so much blood. Never forgive that to myself.

Comments 0
Loading...