-put your trousers on! Could it be worse then that!? I was not sure. I was sure that after this moment i would never be the same. I would not imagine that i even capable of that! Gosh! The worst! I just wanted to die. -what are you staring at? Stop it! Get dressed and go. I put my clothes on and run away, red face. I needed to move to another country, another planet will be better even, not here, not now! Just was walking and looking inside of myself and almost hit by a car! He bipped and i rushed to the safe place -are u ok? -no, i just, yes. Excuse me -dont worry, i can help. I see your frustration. I think u just need to drink something. Here, there is a cafe right behind this corner -no no, I don’t. I think. Im ok
I shake my head. Not this memories didnt heart that much, just the straitjacket that was so tight today. I should of known what kind of doctor he was. He helped, others, to save them from me and now i don’t need to be worry about anything! Noone will see my embarrassment anymore.
-doctor, i think she is ready.
-Cant be that crazy! -I know right? -i just want to have so joke but who knows that he would believe in that! I didnt mean to hurt him so badly! I didnt mean it at all! -i know i know! Dont be so hard on yourself please! It all gonna be fine! And they went out of the hospital to go for dome coffee and just distract themselves. She was so nervous because she know what she did. He was so sweet and naive. She wanted him to stop it all and be realistic so she created this situation. She explain to him everything but something went wrong. Her lies or her maybe real trues make it even worse. Not it is her responsibility and she is stuck with him for a long time. -stop thinking about it! Its not your fault, you hear me? It is not! It was just s mistake -he was found in his own blood. He is in a hospital!
Here you are! I was looking for you everywhere!
i didnt want to see anyone!
i see. But you need to talk, you were holding it all inside for too long. Please, tell me whats wrong And i just started to remember all of this events, that happened in the past. Like it was yesterday. First time i saw her, when she just showed up in that cafe, talking with her friend and then looked at me. I cutched her eyes and just like that, in one second i realised that she is the one. I felt like a rush of adrenaline went through my body. I should go and speak with her but i just was frozen there. Next time was in the cinema, i just took my popcorn and was ready to go to the screen and accidentally pumped into her.
im so sorry, i didnt see you there
iam, ye, me, im too I even could not say simple sorry -you are beautiful She was confused -thank you. need to go. Sorry again And she left just like that! It was millions of times when i met her and every time i gad a possibility to tell her about my real feelings but i didnt. And then, Jason happened. He ruined everything! All my life!
and you didnt speak with her? You never tried to tell her about your feelings? -what? I was so confused and i didnt realise that i was not only remembering it all but actually saying it
no, never. Its complicated
-excuse me, Patric, here you are! You mom is here too, thats good! Lets go to the class, i have an announcement to say for all of you before we start our lesson!
and here she was, amazing, stunning, beautiful and so out of my league. She showed me to an exit direction and walk away. My fave was burning.
-oy no, dont tell me that you were talking about your teacher.
And i felt it, how the sky falling on me
She said, putting a knife on a table.
i am still not ready for this. Do we really need to kill? - I was so scared and i was feeling coldness went through my body.
be strong, of course we have too. This monster will kill all of them.
i am not sure, he seams so nice and charming and…
and i lier. He was lying to you and to everyone. His power is so wide. He already has a thousands supporters. We should stop it and we will have only one chance. You should be read. Put your best dress on and lets go. They will come for us soon and we have to be ready I went to my room and seat on a bed. I was so confused and didnt understand to whom i suppose to believe. I still remember his lips on mine and when i was thinking about that i couldn’t believe that he was a reason for all of this deaths. Even when i couched him ones when he was cleaning his weapon. It was covered by blood and his arms… I couldn’t do this, i was totally confused. But Anen was right, i should be ready anyway because very soon his guardians will come to take us to his place for a celebration. I took a long green silk dress that matched my eyes and make my slightly dark skin shine. I put my long hear on top so they would not stop my movements and prevent me from seeing carefully by covering my eyes accidentally. I looked back into a mirror and saw a beautiful and scary women looking at me.
are you ready?she went into the room without even knocking.
you look amazing. This green dress suets you so much, he will be charmed. But lets do something with your face. Noone need to know how scary and tired you are. She took a bag from her pocket and poured sparkling powder on her hands. Then closed her eyes and whispers something. At the same moment this powder started to move to my direction, surrounding my head around. I was frozen.
dont move and do not be afraid. Charms will work perfectly fine if you stops expect something bed from them all the time. In a few seconds everything stoped and she looked at me with a smile.
thats much better. Now you looks absolutely incredibly beautiful. He would not have a chance
but i dont want this all. I do not want to be the one anymore, please. Can we just run away
no! Are you crazy? And allow this madness to continue? You really dont understand, do you? - she was so angry. She shake her head and walk away from me just a few steps
fine, I will tell you something. I should have tell you that a long ago. At that time i didnt know but now i am sure. Do you remember the story that i told you about the women that i found dead in her house? Blood was around her and her face damaged badly, but her eyes. They were frozen with fear. I finally found out who was it, i am sure now! It was your mom! He killed your mom! I made a few steps back, trying to find something to hold on. I feel like i couldn’t breathe anymore…
-You leaving me again! -i know i know, i will be back so soon, dont be upset, everything is fine -soon. What does it even means? I dont know And he left. It was so hard to watch how he is walking away. He even didnt tern around and i was waiting and waiting. I need a new plan to stop him from leaving me alone here. Maybe it is just because he wants to read of me. But i cannot believe in that. I feel his love every time he come back, every time he touches me. I need a plan, i need to entertain myself somehow. Ok, lets go the the leaving room and try to watch tv. Or maybe i should try again to take that amazing cake from the fridge? Or music? He loooves music. What if i play it and he comes back? Can he? Will he hear it and understand thats its me playing? Not sure. Ok, maybe i just need to play with my toys or something else. Or should i just watch into the window and make sure that i will not miss him. So many options. I just have no idea what to start from. Ok, maybe i just need to have a small nap, to be stronger and generate a better idea for the next time.
She woke up from the place where she was sitting for a while, thinking and planning and just staring in emptiness and went upstarts to her favourite place. Daylight was shining in every window make it a bit impossible to sleep during the day but she new one amazing very quite spot. He made it for her, so she would feel comfortable. Also it was not so far from her bed so he could be by her side. She always wish to sleep in his bed but he never allows her no meter how badly she was trying to be there, with him, feel his warmth and his hands around her. Feel safe. So she lay dow on her favourite pillow, made herself comfortable by putting her paws under her body, close her eyes and fallen asleep. She decided to be there just for a fee moments before the darkness come and she run down and will bark as much as she can to show him her love
-ok, i will tell you everything -so after all of this “you have to forget” you finally decided to tell me the truth? I just cant believe it that! -it is important, i was trying to avoid this situation from the beginning. I was thinking that it is nothing and i just want to protect you! -protect? From what? Because i definitely didnt ask you to do that! -it is because you dont understand -yes, and i think you were not trying to protect me, just yourself. Because you afraid to be responsible for what you did -it all doesn’t matter now, i need to tell you everything. You need to know this all to protect yourself. It is too late to pretend that you are noone. -i am listening -i dont know how to start, from what -start from the beginning. Who are you? And also what was that weird thing that u did with me and force me to forget -i am just a human, but i am leaving for a hundred and hundred of years -dont tell me about this vampire crap please or i would scream -i didnt. I am not. I didnt leave in one body. You see, me and my family know they way how exactly your sole can change body by its own will and keep all memories -what?
