Yea I’m trapped

don’t know long I’ll last

wrapped up in these chains that are controlling my brain

and keeping me behind bars mentally

Cuz I’m tired of dealing with these mental illusions

it’s driving me to delusion

I would ask for help but I feel more comfortable in seclusion

seems like I’ll never escape that’s my conclusion

cuz see I’m more vocal in these rhymes I write

when I should be more social with the people in my life

but seems like I can’t speak my mind

and I don’t know why

cuz every time when I’m about to say something I truly feel

what comes out is usually nothing

it’s like something holding me back

in reality it’s myself and my fears

What if I open up and I get the response I don’t want to hear

see that’s my problem I’m not good with confrontation

I’d rather keep to myself and deal with the pain I’m feeling

I’m trying to escape my thoughts

cuz when I get lost

I end up in a realm

where I gotta face my demons and I’m fighting back but I feel too overwhelmed

and I just can’t take it no more

I’ve been past my breaking point for too long

Just like a caged bird I cope through singing healing songs

In hopes it’ll mend a broken soul that’s too far gone