Her mind was sharp

No doubt about that

But my knife was sharper

Hence my attack

It wasn’t that hard

I had nothing to lose

Just one fatal mistake

And I couldn’t refuse

It was me

It was me and nobody else

I’m sorry

I really didn’t think this out

Now after the fact,

I ask myself “why?”

How can I live

When I caused her to die?

And after thinking

And thinking

And thinking a lot

I have come to the conclusion

I simply cannot…