I loved you at first sight

An instant connection so deep

It pains me now to think of it

You were my challenge and I failed you

You, Bluedini soul could escape any confinement

Defying the laws of physics and often gravity itself

You somehow even defy certain danger

But I know now you could not defy fear….

You were not safe when no amount of comfort or medication, CBD, and herbal remedies.

And try as I might I will never be able to unsee your panic and your shudder when a thunderstorm entered our valley…or rain..or high winds

A year and nine months I was fortunate to call you family

I simply did not possess the emotional stability to lay low and hang loose when you feel so deeply for another spirit

I love you Blue did I fail you?