I can't look back. I can't look back into those ocean blue eyes-because if I did I would would drown in them and not be able to come up for air. If I did I would turn back around right now. So I don't, I look forward at where I need to go. Away. Away from her, away from my future, away from my other half. I know she's watching me leave, I know she's hoping, just hoping I turn around. But we both know I can't, I haft to perform my duties, and I only wish I make it back to her safely. I hope I'm all my heart, after all of this I will be able to drown into her eyes every damn day. For the rest of my life all I need is her. She is my weakness, she is the reason I fight to survive. Without her a part of me is missing in my very soul. In my very being. I love her more than words can even express. I tell myself I'll come back once this wars over, I'll fall into her arms, but being the first group in the battle doesn't seem very likely. I'll fight for her, my very last breath will be me thinking about her. I love her.