What If

Huh

We can talk now?

Talk like nothing happened?

I know you never cared and I thought I finnaly stopped

But how can a three sentence apology make up for the fucjing hell you put me through

I looked in the mirror each morning and called myself a bitch

A bitch gor hanging out with my best friend because “she needed her more”

A bitch for my smile since the same girl thought it was stupid

A bitch for having the audacity to set boundaries

I looked in the mirror and thought I was the devil

Each day I would come to school and try to compliment the both of you or apologize or anything

Because I just wanted it all to go back to normal

But since “we can’t talk to you if you won’t let us bully you”

I finally fuckibg moved on

Finally stopped calling myself a bitch

And for a day

For a day I was so grateful you apologized

But you don’t know half of what you did

What she did

And three sentences doesn’t fix that

If you’re really sorry tell me that

Acknowledge what you did

Because what if it all never happened

Would we still be friends?

I don’t know

And I don’t care

Because writing this was just a way to vent

And I’m so done with all of this

I appreciate the effort and I appreciate you supposedly stopped shit talking me telling new girls not to be friends with me

But three sentences doesn’t fix all you did

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