What If
Huh
We can talk now?
Talk like nothing happened?
I know you never cared and I thought I finnaly stopped
But how can a three sentence apology make up for the fucjing hell you put me through
I looked in the mirror each morning and called myself a bitch
A bitch gor hanging out with my best friend because “she needed her more”
A bitch for my smile since the same girl thought it was stupid
A bitch for having the audacity to set boundaries
I looked in the mirror and thought I was the devil
Each day I would come to school and try to compliment the both of you or apologize or anything
Because I just wanted it all to go back to normal
But since “we can’t talk to you if you won’t let us bully you”
I finally fuckibg moved on
Finally stopped calling myself a bitch
And for a day
For a day I was so grateful you apologized
But you don’t know half of what you did
What she did
And three sentences doesn’t fix that
If you’re really sorry tell me that
Acknowledge what you did
Because what if it all never happened
Would we still be friends?
I don’t know
And I don’t care
Because writing this was just a way to vent
And I’m so done with all of this
I appreciate the effort and I appreciate you supposedly stopped shit talking me telling new girls not to be friends with me
But three sentences doesn’t fix all you did