I wanted to follow what I feel. I wanted to feel the coldness of the ice crystals and how pointy they were. Boy did it hurt. But as long as I knew it was a blue hue out here I could feel the ice, the cold. See when I was little whenever it was cold outside and there was ice everywhere my mom would always say there’s a blue hue outside which simply means it’s cold and the sky would always look blue. I would go out there and play in the snow. It was a time to be alive. But enough of that. Just like I said before I wanted to follow what I feel and all I wanted was to feel those things again.