Mind racing, Heart pacing, Mind erasing, I feel dumb. It likes I feel nothing I feel numb, All the words I’m trying to say is right under my thumb But I can’t remember it It’s like I’ve been hung—————over I’ve always been sober I don’t know what happened See thats what happens when you don’t think Let alone drink Wondering why in the morning your bed smells rink Cause you were mature and brave enough to take a sip But you we’re stupid and immature enough to take that sip But the truth is you realize it now Don’t have to wake up wondering how you got home See you did that on your own And that makes you brave See even though you were drunk You still knew how to behave Im so glad that I made it home safe

I wanted to follow what I feel. I wanted to feel the coldness of the ice crystals and how pointy they were. Boy did it hurt. But as long as I knew it was a blue hue out here I could feel the ice, the cold. See when I was little whenever it was cold outside and there was ice everywhere my mom would always say there’s a blue hue outside which simply means it’s cold and the sky would always look blue. I would go out there and play in the snow. It was a time to be alive. But enough of that. Just like I said before I wanted to follow what I feel and all I wanted was to feel those things again.