Mind racing,

Heart pacing,

Mind erasing,

I feel dumb.

It likes I feel nothing

I feel numb,

All the words I’m trying to say is right under my thumb

But I can’t remember it

It’s like I’ve been hung—————over

I’ve always been sober

I don’t know what happened

See thats what happens when you don’t think

Let alone drink

Wondering why in the morning your bed smells rink

Cause you were mature and brave...

I wanted to follow what I feel. I wanted to feel the coldness of the ice crystals and how pointy they were. Boy did it hurt. But as long as I knew it was a blue hue out here I could feel the ice, the cold. See when I was little whenever it was cold outside and there was ice everywhere my mom would always say there’s a blue hue outside which simply means it’s cold and the sky would always look blu...