you loved me so fiercely that I burned

so now all you have is ashes

you kissed me with a deep passion

that cut through me like a tipped blade

your hands held me tight

like a murders grip on a prays neck

I always toppled over

from your aggressive moves

you wanted more more more

and it put a filter on my vision

you never physically hurt me

you love me, you did

but your love was shown in passionate ways

heavy kisses up my neck, closeness of our bodies, always pressing forward

I took it all

because I love you, I did

our love

well, was it really ours?

you pulled me in

and pressed me forward

but to nothing it didn't approve

always something I could do, but you did it a little harder than I thought

you burned my skin with your intiment love

so all you have is my loving ashes

and maybe that's for the best

yes I love you, I did

but the love I need, the love that will last

is soft, is gentle, is sweet, is pure, is kind, is beautiful, is slow

so yes, I love you, I did

I just need a different type of love

so goodbye

my once love

you were amazing discovery

of what I really needed.