1:14am

Alone

Laying in bed

Oppressive silence binds

Heart pounds

Will I ever see you again

Will I ever

Feel

Touch

Smell

No

1:15am

Alone

I pick up my phone

No calls, texts, and IM’s

It’s habit checking every lonely moment

Most of them are now though

1:16am

Me and you with our cozy apartment

Me and you with our two cats

Why do I keep saying with

Was

1:19am

Alone

I grab my phone again

I find a podcast and hit play

Some familiar voices to sooth

Something to fall asleep to

But nothing too good as those are for

Lucid hours

1:46am

Phones buzzes

Wake alone

Phone

Email

Tears

Sleep

2:59am

Wake

What do I have to do tomorrow

Work

I check the time

It’s been tomorrow for 3 hours

I have a laugh

Time had never passed so slowly