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Jack Dedalus
Yeah I'm an analog man in a digital world -Joe Walsh
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Jack Dedalus
Yeah I'm an analog man in a digital world -Joe Walsh
Yeah I'm an analog man in a digital world -Joe Walsh
Yeah I'm an analog man in a digital world -Joe Walsh
You were a better friend than role model
I liked it though, it meant I could
Choose my bedtime
Eat junk
Drink
Bring questionable people over
I never knew much about you
You never opened up
Except with the aid of the bottle
Till that became more often than not
I didn’t like seeing that
So I kept distance
When you passed
I lost my best friend
I mourned for the father
The father you could be...
Music blaring
Hot humid air
.15 blood alcohol
Flowing rolling golden locks
Your green eyes meet mine
Lost in the moment
Lost in you
I don’t dance
That night I did
Face to face
Looking
Eyes to lips
Eyes to eyes
Pulling you in by back of neck
Kissing as teenagers do
When feels all so new
Friends eyes on us
With mouths agape
For they all knew
Your boyfriend
My girlfriend...
My fingers gliding down
With a gentle firmness
Down, down your supple neck
Inch by inch
My other hand
Your body
I make you sing
To a rhythmic
Thump, Thump, Thump
My fingers speed
Up, up
The faster, harder I go
The louder you get
Sweat beading on my forehead
You screaming my song
We finish together
I lay you down
I just look at Carmen and smile
Beautiful top to bottom
One hell of a ...
1:14am
Alone
Laying in bed
Oppressive silence binds
Heart pounds
Will I ever see you again
Will I ever
Feel
Touch
Smell
No
1:15am
Alone
I pick up my phone
No calls, texts, and IM’s
It’s habit checking every lonely moment
Most of them are now though
1:16am
Me and you with our cozy apartment
Me and you with our two cats
Why do I keep saying with
Was
1:19am
Alone
I grab my phone again
I find...