A simple knock at the door

Fear invades me

Then shock

Open the door

All i see is those blue eyes

Sheepishly looking at me

He walks in

Not much passes from my lips

But surprisingly a lot from his

Just let me say what i need to say

I know that ive been a total ass

I blink and keep listening

I just

I’m sorry about how I reacted

He pauses

Hes getting scared again

I was terrified when you told me that night

I didnt want to lose you

Even more then i already thought i might

He looks at me

I stare back in silence

He continues on

I know that things were blurry

That i made all the wrong choices

I took you for granted

But you’re one of my best friends

I dont know what to do without you

I continue to look at him

Analyze and decide my next move

The only thing i can do

I open my mouth and let it all pour out

Envelope him

With everything ive thought for the last six months apart