After being able to see the grown side of this innocent seventeen year old girl he once knew. He became intrigued, as he just got done having a night full of ecstasy and connection. He knows her reality, he knows he doesn’t need to be where he is.. he can’t get her off his mind. The one that he never thought would be looking up at him while they are making love, stares with some confusion but also something in her that wants to feel relief. However she is far from there, unless he un does all the lies, he’s going to lose her before anything could start. Before she could moan his name. That became a reality to him last night when she opened snap chat with him next to her, he sees the only name that can pull her from his grips.

That’s when it hits him, at any moment she could forever be gone from him. He’s not ready, he hasn’t seen her feelings for him. He hasn’t done anything to move forward the us she had to detach from to save some pain. He could go home today and she’s gone forever and protected from any further hurt. Although it hurts her, she told him today that working things out would be better than stagnant. Happiness over everything and the man that could pull her out of this lie holds her heart, literally he holds her 16 year old son against her, knowing that she will run at the chance to be with him again. She isn’t happy, she isn’t moving forward, she isn’t getting any truth told and this could all be fake energy to gain trust. It’s happen before and it crushed her.

This time is different, he only has until the other one comes to pull her from the lies to come clean and get the chance to hear her moan his name. That’s when it hits him, I gotta go, this is fake, I have another identity that I need to put his daughter first again for once. That’s when he walked off site.. hoping she’s still there, because he knows this other man in her reality doesn’t play when it comes to her being left out in this world and then seeing how much she needs him. It’s only a matter of time. As he rushed home to see his love interest and come clean, he walked into his place and nothing seemed different. She didn’t feel gone, as he ran downstairs to greet his love like he has for 3 months now. That’s when he looks around and sees she’s gone. All of her is gone. He came and took her and now he will never be able to contact her again. Rules are rules. As they drive off, she’s crying for more reasons that she even understands.. all she knows is this boy who can’t be blamed has been breaking her heart for awhile now.

The boy at fake work, lost someone that day who was meant to be his blessing. Meant to be the one to get him off paper, get him straight and stay that way, instead of giving her his attention, he was busy giving it to all the no ones that aren’t her. She just snapped and decided that when the chance comes she’s taking it. 12 years now wasted on nothing and only hateful people spawned from it and now it’s over. She’s in the car with her factual permanent life person. All she can do is cry in relief. She looked at the man whose been away for 5 years and said, “ I thought you were never coming back for me.” He looked at her and said, “baby we got us and I’ll always come back for you, because I know you would always come back for her.