I am not a toy to be used

I am a woman

With complexities

Bigger then you can even fathom

Feelings

Wants

Desires

Needs

All I did was find you

In this fish bowl of a world

Then I fell

So hard

So completely enveloped with you

With your soul

With all that you are

It washed over me

So secretively

So swift

Now here I stand

Hands covered in blood

From the aftermath

How you held my hands

Squeezed them tightly

Then let go

So abruptly

Then vanished

Like smoke

Left me covered in red

Left me to put the pieces back together