POEM STARTER
Write a poem, in any style and genre, which ends with a question.
The question should be clearly related to the theme of the poem.
Dissociated
Staring in the mirror
I raise my hand
The girl in the mirror raises her hand
I touch my face, I feel my fingers against my cheek
The girl in the mirror does the same
I recognize that I’m touching something, that I’m feeling something
But I’m not really there.
I stare into my own eyes
My reflection does nothing.
I know I should feel something
So why don’t I?
Why have all my emotions left me?
It feels so empty,
like I’m not here
I know I’m not depressed
But there is literally nothing there.
No happiness
No sadness
Not even confusion
Just a dead heart
that’s not really dead.
This happened multiple times in a span of five minutes
I would look away from the mirror
Move my hands, my face
Just to know I was alive
My heart was beating, I could feel it.
But I turned back to the mirror
& my body dissociated myself
I wasn’t in my right mind.
Days later, weeks later, it happened again
Except this time, I was overwhelmed
My emotions became too much
I tried to shut them down, shut them out
I lost myself
I felt like I was in a dream
Why can’t I feel like me again?