_Hatred_: intense dislike or ill will

I tend to have lots of hatred.

Hatred for the world

Hatred for injustice

Hatred for disrespect

Hatred for the way I am

_Why am I so short?_

_ Why do I never feel joy?_

_ Why am I so negative?_

_ Why do I look like this?_

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I always remind myself I’m the way I’m supposed to be

But is that the case? Am I missing something?

When I write and read, everything goes away. Hatred leaves and is replaced with wonder and curiosity.

Curiosity changes to happiness.

Happiness slowly changes to joy.

But once that’s over I’m back to myself.

Instead of tall, I’m short.

Instead of being strong and stern I appear to be weak.

I can change this, I know, and this hatred will leave.

But some times it’s hard, and that’s okay.

It’s alright to feel alone and astray.

You really aren’t alone and you’re beautiful just the way you are.

Instead of pointing out all your flaws and mistakes, think of the good things.

I promise, it’ll help.

Instead of looking at all your negatives, look at the positives.

God made you for a reason, there’s a talent for everyone.

You’re beautiful and wonderfully made.

Maybe if everyone can understand this, our world will turn around.

We’ll feel peace and be brought in a harmonized community.

We start this by letting go of the hatred, letting go of despair.

And realizing that we’re filled with potential and (possible) care.

This world is broken, maybe beyond repair

But God can change this, that time is quite near.

“Believe in yourself. You are braver than you think, more talented than you know, and more capable of more than you can imagine.” -Roy T. Bennett