Why Can’t I Look Away?
I reconized his eyes as soon as
He walked through the door.
I couldn’t do this right now or
Anymore.
He’s always on my mind,
Even when I try to look away
From his eyes. Why do I always
Have to look his way?
Why can’t my eyes just stray away?
I don’t know why I can never look
Away maybe because when I look
At him everything just seems to fade
Away. I know I shouldn’t feel this way.
I need to take a vacation, and hopefully
Soon my eyes won’t stray to his direction.
But I know I truly don’t want that, but
Sadly I need to move on. Anytime he
Talks to me it’s always to get a pencil
Or paper.
Maybe if I just tried to talk to him
We’d be friends. I recognized his
Hair as soon as he leaves the room.
I hate how my heart starts to beat a
Different tune.
I wish I could go back in time when he
Wasn’t on my mind. Because now I know
I’m wasting my time. He will never look at
Me the way I do. My mind understands,
So why can’t my heart listen to?
-aubrey