If your hand could reach into my heart.

What would you do with it?

Would you pull it out and burn it?

Would you break it into tiny pieces?

Maybe I’m overthinking it,

You wouldn’t crake something

That belongs to me. You know how much

I love to hear my heart beat.

Your eyes remind me of the dark dirt

In the back of my yard. They remind

Me of me would I look at them from afar.

That’s weird, isnt...

Windows down, with the music loud.

I feel my hair swirling around.

I sing along to the smooth melody,

Smiling like a kid who just got candy.

Life sure gets easy when you get away

From all your responsibilities,

Even if it is just for 20 minutes.

The air smells of fall, as I see the leaves

Fall down from the trees. I look to the side,

And there is a field of flowers, it’s a gorgeous

Scene.

I...

All the golden afternoon

Under the skies of cloudless blue.

I had nothing better to do,

But wait in my room.

I’d read through a book or two.

Waiting, and waiting, for something

New. After hours I’d still feel blue,

So I’d pick up my rose notebook

And write a poem or two.

Now the time would be around 12.

Life gets pretty boring when all your

Days feel like a living hell.

All I felt those da...

I’d wish they’d stop talking,

But they never stop fighting.

I wish they would just be happy,

And not be angry all the time.

They are like Fire and Water.

I wish they would just be happy,

And not be silent. It’s like they

Can never be quiet.

I wish they’d just split, or work

Things out. Because one day

Their angre will get out.

I wish they would just stop,

And heal their wound.

So I don’t have...

I reconized his eyes as soon as

He walked through the door.

I couldn’t do this right now or

Anymore.

He’s always on my mind,

Even when I try to look away

From his eyes. Why do I always

Have to look his way?

Why can’t my eyes just stray away?

I don’t know why I can never look

Away maybe because when I look

At him everything just seems to fade

Away. I know I shouldn’t feel this way.

I need to t...

I bite at the hand that feeds me

So that maybe it’ll let me starve.

I’ve never been good with my body

Image, and I wish I could just let it go.

I’ve tried and tried to think of good

Qualities I have, but everytime I looked

In the mirror I couldn’t help but be sad.

I wish I could run away from this pale

And red skin I have. But that’s only a

Wish, and I know it will never come true.

I bite at ...

She’s the favorite child.

Shes never had a problem

That her parents couldn’t solve.

But while they help their favorite

Child, they are leaving their other

Child in the dirt. Not caring for

Anyone but their favorite child

That,”Has no flaws.”

It always clawed me inside, when

They would never treat me the same.

But I guess that’s how it’s supposed

To be. The youngest gets always gets

Everythin...

I’m conscious, confused, and I have

Nothing left to do. Other than worry

And hurry to not mess up. For if I do

The floor will undo, and pretty soon,

So will the moon.

I wish I could get out of this cell, and

Elevate high up to the sky, so I won’t

Have to keep finding a sanctuary, for

Safety, from this dark and shady life.

-aubrey...

I’ve tried everyday of my life,

To figure out what the scent

Of silence would smell like.

Does it smell of beer,

As it runs down your throat?

Does it smell of love,

Going through your bones?

Or is it a different scent,

Maybe the scent of fear?

Cause what if one day

You lose all your beer?

Or lose all that love that

Used to go to your bones?

After years of looking

I’ve finally understand,

T...

Can you hear me?

Or am I just a distant memory?

Can you see me?

Or am I just a ghost,

That is supposed to be

With you only in your memories?

Can you hear me?

Or are you just pretending

That we were never friends?

You said we’d always be together

Until the end. So why are you acting

As if I’m a stranger?

You can hear me. So why

Are you walking away

With all our memories.

-aubrey...