If your hand could reach into my heart. What would you do with it? Would you pull it out and burn it? Would you break it into tiny pieces?

Maybe I’m overthinking it, You wouldn’t crake something That belongs to me. You know how much I love to hear my heart beat.

Your eyes remind me of the dark dirt In the back of my yard. They remind Me of me would I look at them from afar. That’s weird, isnt it?

I look back at you, my eyes open in shock. It wasn’t yours to take, but nevertheless, Like I’ve always feared, you ripped it apart. -aubrey

Windows down, with the music loud. I feel my hair swirling around. I sing along to the smooth melody, Smiling like a kid who just got candy.

Life sure gets easy when you get away From all your responsibilities, Even if it is just for 20 minutes.

The air smells of fall, as I see the leaves Fall down from the trees. I look to the side, And there is a field of flowers, it’s a gorgeous Scene.

I love how I always feel wild and free, Maybe one day I could be like these Leaves I see. And float away merrily.

I smile at the thought, as I pull into My driveway. If only I had the guts to Run away, maybe I’ll be what I’ve always Wanted. -aubrey

All the golden afternoon Under the skies of cloudless blue. I had nothing better to do, But wait in my room.

I’d read through a book or two. Waiting, and waiting, for something New. After hours I’d still feel blue, So I’d pick up my rose notebook And write a poem or two.

Now the time would be around 12. Life gets pretty boring when all your Days feel like a living hell.

All I felt those days, was nothing. I may as well have been a statue, I couldn’t even move, not because I was lazy but because it hurt, like A cut that is to deep.

All it took was 13 years sitting under Those cloudless sky’s, to realize, It’s not my time to die. I laugh at that Little girl now, she didn’t want to die, She just wanted to be understood by The people who called her blind. -aubrey

I’d wish they’d stop talking, But they never stop fighting. I wish they would just be happy, And not be angry all the time.

They are like Fire and Water. I wish they would just be happy, And not be silent. It’s like they Can never be quiet.

I wish they’d just split, or work Things out. Because one day Their angre will get out. I wish they would just stop, And heal their wound.

So I don’t have to keep crying In my room. Thinking what I Could do, that will make them Not be so cruel. -aubrey

I reconized his eyes as soon as He walked through the door. I couldn’t do this right now or Anymore.

He’s always on my mind, Even when I try to look away From his eyes. Why do I always Have to look his way? Why can’t my eyes just stray away?

I don’t know why I can never look Away maybe because when I look At him everything just seems to fade Away. I know I shouldn’t feel this way. I need to take a vacation, and hopefully Soon my eyes won’t stray to his direction.

But I know I truly don’t want that, but Sadly I need to move on. Anytime he Talks to me it’s always to get a pencil Or paper.

Maybe if I just tried to talk to him We’d be friends. I recognized his Hair as soon as he leaves the room. I hate how my heart starts to beat a Different tune.

I wish I could go back in time when he Wasn’t on my mind. Because now I know I’m wasting my time. He will never look at Me the way I do. My mind understands, So why can’t my heart listen to? -aubrey

I bite at the hand that feeds me So that maybe it’ll let me starve. I’ve never been good with my body Image, and I wish I could just let it go.

I’ve tried and tried to think of good Qualities I have, but everytime I looked In the mirror I couldn’t help but be sad.

I wish I could run away from this pale And red skin I have. But that’s only a Wish, and I know it will never come true.

I bite at the hand that feeds me, so I can Feel like I can control something. I wish that one day I could look at my face, and not feel like a ugly disgrace. -aubrey

She’s the favorite child. Shes never had a problem That her parents couldn’t solve. But while they help their favorite Child, they are leaving their other Child in the dirt. Not caring for Anyone but their favorite child That,”Has no flaws.”

It always clawed me inside, when They would never treat me the same. But I guess that’s how it’s supposed To be. The youngest gets always gets Everything.

Maybe it’s my fault they never look At me. I shouldn’t complain because Like they said, I’m to old to be acting Like a kid. It’s what I deserve, to never Be treated the same.

I can take the blame, but there’s only So much I can take. I hope my 18th birthday Comes quickly, cause I don’t know how much Longer I can stay in that house knowing, I’ll never be the favorite child in the family. -aubrey

I’m conscious, confused, and I have Nothing left to do. Other than worry And hurry to not mess up. For if I do The floor will undo, and pretty soon, So will the moon.

I wish I could get out of this cell, and Elevate high up to the sky, so I won’t Have to keep finding a sanctuary, for Safety, from this dark and shady life. -aubrey

I’ve tried everyday of my life, To figure out what the scent Of silence would smell like.

Does it smell of beer, As it runs down your throat? Does it smell of love, Going through your bones?

Or is it a different scent, Maybe the scent of fear? Cause what if one day You lose all your beer? Or lose all that love that Used to go to your bones?

After years of looking I’ve finally understand, That if silence was a scent, It would smell like death. -aubrey

Can you hear me? Or am I just a distant memory? Can you see me? Or am I just a ghost, That is supposed to be With you only in your memories?

Can you hear me? Or are you just pretending That we were never friends? You said we’d always be together Until the end. So why are you acting As if I’m a stranger?

You can hear me. So why Are you walking away With all our memories. -aubrey