"Mature for Your Age"
draft, needs editing
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Deify me.
You know how I thrive on your idolatry.
I inject attention like a drug,
_(He hurls rejection, like a drunk),_
And I'm angry.
I fight with my fists and my poetry
_(He's afraid of himself and withdraws)._
I'm monstrous and confident; I
speak my mind.
_(His only battle _
_ is against his own claws)_
I am angry.
_(He's all talk.)_
Don't compliment me, 'cause I already know
What you'll say, and I'm loath to believe it.
_(He's certain that none of you mean it.)_
I am humble.
_(He's a fraud,_
_And immoral ā you'd do well to hate him.)_
I'll recite all my poems verbatim,
_(And you'll see how he hides from a crowd.)_
I pick each of my battles like a man.
_(He trembles behind his masculinity.)_
I stand tall on the ground beneath me.
_(Once he's cut open, he runs.)_
I do not feel threatened by _anything._
_(I need not reveal his truth.)_