I know love is suppose to be this beautiful thing

But I just can’t get with it.

I go up….love goes down

I go left….love goes right

I say I’m ready…..love says, “Not yet, she’s trying to protect her heart”.

Well, what about my heart???

Maybe there is love out there….but it is running from me.

& I’m tired of chasing it.

I've cried too much over females.

I'm done crying.

I've given my all to the females I've loved.

I'm done giving.

I've tried to make relationships work too much.

I'm done trying.

I've trusted all of my girlfriends/wives too much.

I'm done trusting.

If I'm done with all of these things,

Then what's the point?

What's the point of crying, giving, trying, committing & trusting

If it's going to hurt me in the end?

There is no point,

So I'm done.

I'm done trying to make them happy

Because they never try

& do the same for me.