and I woke from a dream

every songbird sings for me

flowers bloom brightly the first thing I see

I went to sleep restless

now filled of what if’s

spring season upon me returns the mischief

sky clearer than good judgement

It’s tossed to the wind

am I edging closer on the angle of sin?

the flirt and play intoxicate me

long been here before

I know it’s not smart but I do it more

but life passes quickly and fate leads my way

I pause and I ponder

even as my dangerous heart wanders

as I dance this morning and I create art

I know in the end

nothing can move me this land of pretend

I’m settled and happy

my life a straight line

but the magic between us I don’t deny

so again I am rising and thinking of you

On this day I behave

Keep busy move forward try to be brave

the banter I so love happens but once a week

the trouble the peril the damage returns

I can’t stop dreaming the fantasy burns

but I know from past lessons learned hard

I’ll try to remember this is the fun part

and later I shatter as you beak my heart

written about a friend who sharing this with me..

I’ll respect her wish to not be identified