Laying here in pain that I feel in my chest trying not to let it get the best of be because I know what’s left

Quite space big room and my heart raising that it’s best

I feel it in my chest hurting bad that I don’t have nothing left

Tears dropping on my face one by one as many come was to come

Running down my face I use my hand to whip them on cause I couldn’t stand a chance

Mark on my face for crying out my tears mark my words down I’m trying to not let it rip in

Strong at the most mainly think it’s a joke

Laughing so hard that I accidentally choke

Laughing out loud so people will think I’m proud proving of everyone for not letting me down

Lost of words my mouth it’s close sitting in this room looking at an open door

Open or shut let it all out come to me so we can work it out

Body cold still in silence trying not to cry but I’m not good at hidden it

I may not let it show but you’ll see how it change from my body language moving in different way

Eyes shut so I can not see how would I see if it’s always bark past three

Not at my lowest but I often have my days , the days you don’t see out you’ll kno cause I’m gray

Deep inside while I wash it off I might not no the cost but I’ll become my own boss

Following step jus one by one leading to a open place that look so much fun

Pain that come and pain that goes pain that comes down like a running nose

You can whipe it off you may even see a mark a mark at visible you can only see in the dark