Laying here in pain that I feel in my chest trying not to let it get the best of be because I know what’s left

Quite space big room and my heart raising that it’s best

I feel it in my chest hurting bad that I don’t have nothing left

Tears dropping on my face one by one as many come was to come

Running down my face I use my hand to whip them on cause I couldn’t stand a chance

Mark on my fac...

Standing up here on this stand

having me rethink life all over again

From the moment I held you hand

i was thinking something

in my head

On your brirthday

seeing you drop a tear

because of all the love you felt near

we was by your side

every step of the way time

it’s sad to say that it have to be this way

Seeing you laying here

hurts me bad

so bad I wanna cry

but it’s still my las...

Being next to your side

the connection click so fast

I often think why

First time I saw youu

I was like i wonder how

you are then as we connect

I learnt and understand

that you were very smart

Often did many wrong things

but I never put that against you

because I was understanding

you had people against you

People who didn’t like you

people who wanted to fight you

it was going back...

Bring me up not

bring me down

just leave me some where

I don’t wanna be found

Sit me here sit me there

to where I am wanted

to where I don’t stand a chance

Walk through the trees

to feel a good morning breaze

hit me in that face

like I jus made an awful mistake

Yea okay it was wrong

I’m learning as I grow

can’t get in trouble

for something i didn’t kno

Lost in found like my mind ...

Hard to let go

scared to move on

wondering what should I do

Wondering what went wrong

Trying something new

is a fresh start

I don’t know where to start

cause I don’t want to fall apart

Apart from you

is something im not use to

use to being next to you

stuck on you like glue

Not even scared

but really cautious

watching my surroundings

got me feelin nauseous

Moving on

finding som...

While everything comes to an end

I’m hear next to you

holding your hand

Just listen to me

just one more chance

a chance I might not win

but a chance that will come to and end

There from the start

there through it all

not even from the beginning

but I only had to make one call

By my side

every step of the way

you watching me grow

and even said hooray

You pick me up

on my worst ...

I am gone like the wind

passing me by

Far from the other side

watching me cry

A heart that beat at four

a heart leading me to an open door

As I’m walking pass

by trying not to cry

you’ll ask if I’m okay

but I’ll just say I’m jus fine

Let me be leave me alone

I don’t wanna be bothered

I want to be on my own

Running in circles while losing my mind

a light flashes before my eye

while ...

Jus a girl in her moment a girl in her ways and trying how to behave

Trying how to act , trying how to fit in , trying to do everything right from deep in

Deep inside trying not to hide walking around and I see you pass me by

As you walk pass me I hear a sound , a sound likee boom a sound like wow

From step by step I use my legs , not only using me legs but using my head

My head is wonde...

I say my body is feeling down while I’m walking around faking a smile

A smile that bright up the world like a little pretty little girl

a smile that make my stomach twirls

A feeling that only I can feel

a feeling that don’t seem to feel real

A stomach that craves food but my body craves love

not love from the above but love i don’t kno of

To the music I listen to only I can hear

Frm ear...

Leafs falling, rain pouring , I see sign out here giving me warnings , I pass all them one by one cause I see the rain is pouring, .

washing away the pain all that’s inside, it’s hurting so bad I’m trying not to cry .,

as I’m crying my head start hurting, stomach start aching, head movement and all different type of directions

the voices in my head telling me not to break down , see I’m easy...