Everyone is always so quick to judge. They always say my sarcastic comments and my rude composure define me, and not in a good way. They say I’m a rude and selfish person who needs to get their act together.

If everybody would just listen, they would know the truth. The true me feels so insecure I have to make other people, who seem like they have their life in control, feel bad. I’ve always hated this part of me, but it’s hard to control. I don’t want to be mean. It’s like my body is dragging me into the darkerside. The side with hate and evil. I never want to be on that side. I never want to experience life being someone I’m not.

That’s why I’m trying to show everyone the real me. They just need to listen.

They need to listen to me tell them I’m not perfect because nobody is. They need to hear me say I’m trying to change, to be better. If they knew me they wouldn’t judge so quickly. They would relate. Everybody has problems, but everyone’s problems come out in different ways.

This is mine. So please, just listen.