i’ve woken up from a dangerous sleep,

realizing there’s no control for me to keep. there’s no friends or family to help me,

cant be who i used to since none of its true.

it was all faker than the happy faces i wear so much,

having such a bright smile with dark eyes,

plainly crying out for help.

this awakening is making me feel ruined,

don’t know who i am, don’t know what’s brewing in my life.

i was stabbed in the back with a knife,

but you’re making it seem like my back is at fault.

now i’m lonely, and left to deal with the end of it all.

how could you do this to me?

look and see what you did,

cause you can’t put a lid on your actions,

or on me.

this awakening is making me feel stronger,

even if it made me weaker.

especially with my broken heart,

but my outspoken eyes are finally open.

now i know the truth,

there’s nothing to help me soothe.