If I let you in to my life

Please understand something

It took me everything in my power

To accept somebody new in my life.

To let my guard down and welcome you in to my world.

Yes I’m scared.

I’m terrified once they’re in they’ll hurt me

But mainly that they’ll find the damage that’s been done

The broken bits of me that I even try to hide from myself.

With you,

With you it was different.

It was easy and flowing

Before I knew it you had seen it all

My tears, my tantrums and all my insecurities

My definition of being truly naked

You made your promises

And silly me I believed you.

You took what you needed when it suited you?

When you said you’d never give

Was it just words to fill the air or was the damage too much for you to care?

Now I’m left feeling more lost than when you found me.

Maybe Little bit more broken

So I want to know was it worth it?