I can literally feel my world crumbling around me.

My palms are sweaty

My heart could possibly leap out my chest

I’m in survival mode

I’m trying to salvage what I can but I can’t the words, the words just keep flowing and I’m just trying not to lose him.

With every attempt it’s like a tsunami leaving a trail of distraction behind it.

Then just like that it stops.

There’s a last clap of thun...

If you saw all my flaws

All my darkness

All the things I hide in the shadows

Would you still look at me like I was the sun.

Would you still crave me and see me to be the light house for your ship in a storm.

That’s the thing about you

They say love is blind but with you

Is it stupidity or simply naivety

You only see the good in me

Or maybe you just take me as I am

Frankly that f...

Soft and gentle

They picked me up

They wiped away tears

They even nursed the cuts and bruises that came with life.

My first sense of security.

And in them I felt indestructible.

I could take on the world as long as

Your hands were there to pick me back up.

First steps

First day at school

First boy to break my heart.

Mums hands....

If I let you in to my life

Please understand something

It took me everything in my power

To accept somebody new in my life.

To let my guard down and welcome you in to my world.

Yes I’m scared.

I’m terrified once they’re in they’ll hurt me

But mainly that they’ll find the damage that’s been done

The broken bits of me that I even try to hide from myself.

With you,

With you it was different. ...

Cassie had literally been battling with these feelings for a while now. Because friends aren’t supposed to fall for one another. Then again friends aren’t supposed to spend endless hours together, kiss each other, share all the most intimate parts of theirselves. Cassie knew she couldn’t do it anymore. Hiding this secret was burning her and putting her friendship with Payton at risk.

It had been ...

Losing you was my biggest loss

I just want you to know I have no regrets.

Everything about you

I loved you and I’m glad we met.

I’ll forever be grateful for the journey we shared

Even though it didn’t last a life time like we said.

So I’ll take this L and learn from my

Mistakes to never love someone more than myself...

You ever met a person that makes you feel as perfect as you are

You waltzed in 6’3 with a charming type of attitude.

I was hooked. I fell and I was vulnerable.

We shared secrets and our darkest thoughts.

You were a light and honestly it’s was inevitable, a feeling I couldn’t possibly have fought.

Nights we spent were honestly the purists form of intimacy.

You had me floating

Riding on cloud...

It’s poisonous. I wouldn’t go near it if I were you.

Why it doesn’t come with a warning label is beyond me.

Something like; may cause serious harm, symptoms include nausea, dizziness, loss of appetite, extreme confusion, tight chest.

Results may be fatal.

I wish I knew before I took a dose. Now here I am exhibiting all symptoms listed and more.

Didn’t know it would hurt this bad.

Love.

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