I wish I never let go.

That I was there.

That they were alive.

Now, every step is forced, every action, false.

Without them.

Will I ever move on?

Can I?

They were the light in my forever dark sky.

The love in my hate.

The good in my disgusting evil.

I wish I never let go.

That I never gave myself that chance.

That this fall brings me to them.