TW⚠️‼️ (body image + ed)

I don’t feel pretty enough.

It’s sounds simple but there’s so much more.

I feel like I always need to be wearing makeup just to be able to look at myself in the mirror.

It feels like people only like me when my eyelashes are darker and my lips are glossy.

They only like me when my cheeks are pink.

They only like me when I suck in my stomach.

Or maybe it’s me…

I only like me when my eyelashes are darker and my lips are glossy.

I only like me when my cheeks are pink.

I only like me when I suck in my stomach.

But at the same time it can’t be.

I hate myself when I can’t eat.

I hate myself when I suck in my stomach so much it hurts to exhale

I hate myself when I tell myself I’m not pretty enough.

I hate that I let myself change for other people.

I hate that I want my eyelashes dark and my lips glossy.

I hate that I want my cheeks pink.

I hate that I always have to suck in my stomach.

I hate it all.

I hate that I’m not pretty enough for myself or anyone else.

My eyelashes will never be dark enough and my lips never glossy enough.

My cheeks never pink enough.

My stomach never flat enough.

I hate that I hate what I see in the mirror.

I hate what’s in the mirror.

I don’t feel pretty enough.