Brown leather couch
Tan carpet
4 mattresses stacked together
Gym equipment
Ducks on the walls
Green carpet
3 rugs
Washing machine
Shoes
Brown stairs
Chandelier
Repainted front door
White couches
Bay window
Piano
White rug
Dining table
Cactus
Peach bedspread
Lounge chair
No picture of me
Yellow walls
Filthy couch
Beach pictures
Bar stools
Black table
Succulents
Pink walls
Red carpet
Prin...
It’s dark out.
No one else out here with me.
I can’t see.
So I push forward.
There is a baby bear.
If I just ignore it, the bear will go away.
It works.
So I continue on.
There is a bigger bear.
If I just ignore it, the bear will go away.
It sort of works.
The bear follows me, but it’s not bothering me.
So i continue on.
There is a huge bear.
If I just ignore it, the bear will go away.
It does...
I want you back by my side
Covering your smile with your hand even though you have the perfect smile.
I miss your smile.
I miss you.
I want you to be with me
talking about your interests
I love the sound of your voice
I miss hearing your voice
I miss you.
I want you next to me
Making that face you do when you get excited
I miss seeing that face.
I miss you.
I miss your smile
And I miss your la...
TW⚠️‼️ (body image + ed)
I don’t feel pretty enough.
It’s sounds simple but there’s so much more.
I feel like I always need to be wearing makeup just to be able to look at myself in the mirror.
It feels like people only like me when my eyelashes are darker and my lips are glossy.
They only like me when my cheeks are pink.
They only like me when I suck in my stomach.
Or maybe it’s me…
I only...
I’m upside down. Hanging off my bed. Looking at my childhood room. 2 walls green and 2 walls pink. The pink comforter piled up and my butterfly picture flying off the wall.
Suddenly , 4 walls yellow.
I’m still upside down but my pink comforter has become a Paris one and my butterfly picture is no longer there. Carpet floors and a $20 pink rug. My Harry Potter dress hanging in my closet and my ham...
