It was all bad. All terrible.

The big gray cloud wouldn’t stop raining.

It created a flood that I was trapped in.

I swam. Even when it hurt.

Even when the sharks could sense me.

It wouldn’t stop raining.

I was so tired.

So I stopped swimming....

I want you back by my side

Covering your smile with your hand even though you have the perfect smile.

I miss your smile.

I miss you.

I want you to be with me

talking about your interests

I love the sound of your voice

I miss hearing your voice

I miss you.

I want you next to me

Making that face you do when you get excited

I miss seeing that face.

I miss you.

I miss your smile

And I miss your la...

TW⚠️‼️ (body image + ed)

I don’t feel pretty enough.

It’s sounds simple but there’s so much more.

I feel like I always need to be wearing makeup just to be able to look at myself in the mirror.

It feels like people only like me when my eyelashes are darker and my lips are glossy.

They only like me when my cheeks are pink.

They only like me when I suck in my stomach.

Or maybe it’s me…

I only...

I’m upside down. Hanging off my bed. Looking at my childhood room. 2 walls green and 2 walls pink. The pink comforter piled up and my butterfly picture flying off the wall.

Suddenly , 4 walls yellow.

I’m still upside down but my pink comforter has become a Paris one and my butterfly picture is no longer there. Carpet floors and a $20 pink rug. My Harry Potter dress hanging in my closet and my ham...