Dear soulmate,

I wake up every day to check my phone to see your text. I would smile like an idiot as I read through your paragraph about how much I meant to you. I would respond with a Thank you and a heart on the side. Never had the guts to say I love you so I would just let it slide and wait for a chance to say it in person. I would remember how we would talk over the phone about the day we would see each other, but we never got the chance to set a date. I would pray every night that someday I would see your face and hug you as tight as I could but I knew that wouldn’t happened.

One day after a few months I was busy to text anyone. When I could I would check my phone to see if you would text me but nothing showed. I started to think that maybe you were busy as well but that changed after a few days. I knew something was off when you called me one night to talk about us. I was so afraid to talk to you because I knew you might’ve changed your mind about us too.

You told me you needed space for at least a couple of weeks but I thought that only meant like you had stuff going on in your family. Then you stopped texting or calling me back so I would just leave you alone. I always wondered what might’ve happened to make you stop answering my calls out of the blue. After you stopped showing effort I decided to just give up. I wanted to see if you would be the first to text back but it never happened. A few weeks later i got a notification from my friend. It said that you were with some other girl. At first i thought it was just someone close to you or at least you were just doing something nice but later that day it made it worse. That was your girlfriend.

At first i knew it wasn’t right to be angry but then i thought for a long time and i came to a conclusion. I should be angry and upset, and even disappointed in myself. Those emotions were towards me not you. After that happened I decided to just move on cause what’s the point. Just wanted you to know that i really thought we had something going on at the moment but i guess its alright to just forget about me, i mean thats what you did am i right?

But I forgive you because i know after this i will become a better person and i have learned my lesson and i thank you for that so in that case i forgive you.

Love,

B.M. <3