I am gonna be alone again I voiced my fears but no one listened I had been alone before I knew the feeling deep down the dread of waking up in the morning going another day by yourself I knew i was becoming alone again when they didnt pick up the phone when they stopped texting back When i became a distance memory the feeling slowly creeped up on me and sat on my shoulder for a while I knew it was getting worse When no one texted me anymore When my best friend moved on When all I felt was sorrow Whenthat little feeling that sat on my shoulder Had become one with my heart I knew I was alone When I cried all the time When my only friend was my cousin When I sat in the shower writing poetry When I opted out of having a birthday party because i didnt want it to get worse I knew I was oh so alone When people were to busy for me When I was babysitting again When I was scared to vent to my sole friend in the fear she might leave me too I knew it then That it was all becoming real