Remember silly bands?

Yeah me too, We’d collect them with our best friend and trade them during school and if you had the elephant one you were considered cool. And playing tag every recess? How about 7 up?

Playing on the swing yeah it was real fun, Those were good times weren’t they? Oh yeah. Definitely, I remember one time I did a backbend and crawled around the school on the last day of school, It was ironic, when my friend asked me why it was something i wanted to do i laughed in my sweet innocent voice and answered simply, “One day all we’ll have left are the memories” And now looking back I couldn’t have been more right,

Remember halloween and plastic vampire teeth? And remember just sunday night, I looked at you and asked, “Remember when we were happy?” It hurts my heart to say but i no longer know those days, The days when we didnt know cocaine, the days when vaping wasn’t a thing, The days when we knew no pain, When the scariest thing was losing your spot on the swing, When school shootings werent a thing, When all your problems could be fixed if u just told a superhero, There was no, sobbing and crying or that suffocating feeling of dying, No suicidal thoughts or that empty feeling of being lost, Remember those days when the word, “Deppression” was too big to pronounce? Now old as we are we can’t even leave the house, Remember when you were here always by my side to show me the light?

Dear happiness, Do you remember when you were mine? And sometimes i wakeup in the middle of the night because i miss the way you made me feel, I miss you, Will you ever come back? If you do i promise to put away the knife under my pillow, I promise to throw away my vape, I promise to sing in the shower and not cry

And

Dear depression, Please leave me, I dont want you here, All you bring me is fear, fear that i won’t make it there, so please leave me, your no longer welcome here, I stopped believing in god a while ago but if there please somebody up there please come save me from myself.

Dear stress, How does it feel to always be near? You took everything; what more more do you want? Theres a reason why i keep a juul by my stand when you call again, I turn off my phone and come back to 30 missed messages

Dear memories, Do you know me? I hope you don’t, it’d mess up everything, And Will you promise to stay? I still miss you till this day, sorry I neglected you I’m glad to have you, Dont leave me, I dont think i’d survive it, Please come back! I still need you. And if you see happiness promise to take her to the moon, she’s nothing without you.

-Dear Me, Do you remember

our childhood?