Just Rambling

Kinda the prompt also a bit long


Iā€™m so SICK of hiding

Cloaking myself

But itā€™s for their own good

Theyā€™ll probably die of shock

If they ever found out

That their little princess

Has been dead for years

And they have been conversing

With a corpse

Someone ounce so pure

Now being controlled by

Someone so crazy

But apparently

Iā€™m just being dramatic

Teenagers am I right?

And I am perfectly sane

But my question is

Would a sane person wanna die?

Would a sane person befriend the

Voices in her head?

Would a sane person laugh when

Blood spills from her wrists?

I didnā€™t think so

And ya know itā€™s kinda funny

Hilarious actually

How thereā€™s only

One person

In this ENTIRE universe

Who actually understands

And even they donā€™t want me

But itā€™s okay

I donā€™t want me either

Whoever that is

He or she

Got lost in the void

Now I just fix myself to be

Hey bro

Yass queen

Heelloo

Aww stawp

Or whatever it is you want

Cuz what I learned the hard way

Is that people

Theyā€™re picky man

And the REAL me

Is either too much

Or not enough for them

No In between

So Iā€™m forced into

This facade

Fighting for someone

Anyone

That will

Love me

Hold me

Accept me

Stay with me

Until this anxiety attack passes

And tell me that

I matter

But Iā€™m to obsessive

So I have to play pretend

But oh lord

Iā€™m so sick of hiding

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