I didn’t know. Says Rufus. sitting in the bus stop waiting to be brought back to his college apartment. He sits there in a state that can only be described as brain fog the selfish thoughts of a bad outcome are screeching in his mind like a band of wild monkeys. I wasn’t prepared to tell himself the freedom that life gives me is too much. We really have free will he asked himself. The thoughts spiral so sharp that they cause a headache that leads to a numbing sensation and his mind, so completely lost juvenile to the concept of reality, Rufus is in trouble.