_Is it just a word? Or just like meat is a word but it’s has many interpretations and meanings. Meat can mean food for someone but for others they avoid. _ __ __ __ _You may want to love but don’t know how, I know how to treat someone with love but how will I find someone who will do the same back for me? And how do I even begin to commit to the act of love. _ __ __ __ _At times I feel like loving and at times I love myself, while at times… I merely wish to be in the background, witnessing other’s love bloom. Reading their stories. Feeling happy for them, it’s hard to describe this feeling but it makes you long for love but fills the satisfaction by seeing loves bloom because you feel unloveable, and are unable to commit to the act of love. _ __ __ __ _A man, a boy, a male… that is all you know about him, yet you call this love? Do you love him or the image of him, the thought of him, the feeling of admiration. But in reality would love not make your heart beat faster, but to the contrary make you feel as if you love yourself as well, and make you feel content and safe? _ __ _How can you love when everyone around you feel like burdens, like they are pressuring you. Like no one can understand you, so you feel lonely… despite the many people that surround around you and care for you. But you feel as if you aren’t loved, your parents love you because you are their kid, your friends because you are their friends, and your pet because you are their owner. Who will even love you for who you are? Is what you feel. _ __ _You can’t even accept others love for you, so how can you even love?? It’s conflicting, is love someone who will show u the meaning of the word, or is it just a word. It runs through my head repeatedly- the word had become meaningless._