How can I come back

To the one I love

The light it pours

Out on the floor

Of the house we left

So dull and empty

My head it spins

I’m temporary

How can I get back

To the loving feeling

The inspiration

Of never leaving

I can’t feel

Or tell what’s real

But in return

I know I’m here

But I’ve seen this episode before

So far I can’t ignore

The progress I’ve made and seen

The feelings are few and far between

I turn on the tv to block out the pain

The board the stress

To me it’s all the same

Deleting apps to keep myself numb

Here I am stuck in this one on one

Between life and the neon screen

Life’s so plain how can I be seen

The lonely rhythm of the night

I can’t do this alone

I can’t seem to fight

Inspiration here is hard to find

Day by day I learn to realign