We were a lightning strike,

We were so broken,

But then we found each other,

And I never thought I’d have to worry again.

I thought I had you,

I was sure,

But then you left me,

Without a word,

It breaks my heart so hard,

I can’t glue it back together,

It’s shattered and ruined,

Just like my life.

I cheered for you so much harder

Than I ever did myself,

And I knew things felt hopeless,

But I thought it would all turn out alright,

And we’d be lonely together,

But we’re not..

I’m alone without you,

And that’s the hardest spot.

You didn’t want to stay,

So instead you walked away,

And I can’t be sober today,

Fuck the 12 steps,

I step in threes

My demons are screaming

And laughing at me,

That’s when I miss you,

And I wish you were here,

But I’ll see you one day

When I’m finally set free,

You’ll let me in at heaven’s gate

And I’ll be whole again.

I guess I’ll be lonely alone,

Without you by my side,

But I can hardly function now,

Not sure I can survive.

I need your lonely next to me,

Cause I’m hollow now inside,

And only when you’re here,

You make my lonely disappear,

And we are lonely together.