I know you’re probably just busy

Busy with school

Busy with life

Or family

Busy

Busy

Busy

I know that’s the most likely possibility

But we haven’t talked in weeks and that’s just not like us

We would talk every few days

We would rant

Laugh

Comfort each other

But where are you?

You’re my best friend

I trust you

I do

But I can’t stop this trail of worrying thoughts

_Are you ok? _

_ Is it something i did?_

_ Something I didn’t do?_

_ Are you struggling with something in silence? _

Please just talk to me

Text me

I need to know you’re ok

Because fake scenarios rush through my mind like a movie

Scene after scene

Why do I have to overthink everything?

The only communication we’ve had is through reels sent back and forth

Back and forth

The thoughts going through my mind

_It’s fine _

_ It’s fine _

_ It’s fine _

_I’m_ fine

I’m not too lonely

I’m not pathetic just waiting for your texts

I’m _fine _

But this is always how it starts

How my friendships always go

But I know you’re different

So I shouldn’t worry

I shouldn’t worry

I’m fine

My head is

**_S p i n n i n g

_**

I miss you

There’s so much I want to tell you

So many things happening that I’m dying for you to know about

And I know there’s things happening with you

Things that I long to hear about when we talk again

So why are you being so distant?

But

It’s fine

I’m fine

And I hope you are too