They told me, I’m better off alone.

Maybe I am ,but they’re not the ones crying in this big bed every night . It’s so lonely, and cold. I feel like I’m lying outside in the freezing snow, in the middle of the night.

It still tears me to pieces. I shake and I tremble as I curl into a ball .I pull my blankets over my head, trying to comfort myself.

I fall to my knees screaming “God help me please !” up to the heavens.

Now time stands still and I’m stuck in slow motion, unable to move at all.

We were united until our dying days ,but you threw that all away ,like a piece of crumpled up paper. Now, I’m alone here everyday. Yet, you sealed this fate, by breaking every one of our vows.