I almost had him,

I almost was satisfied.

I almost smiled a genuine smile.

I almost laughed a genuine laugh.

It just never happened.

I almost won.

I almost felt okay.

I almost talked without panicking.

I almost felt loved.

I almost had someone to trust.

I almost had enough confidence to be myself.

I almost lost it all.

I almost kept a few of my friends.

Almost.

It is the most heart shattering, mind breaking, word.

Because she almost believed in love.

She almost had love.

He almost fell for her.

She almost made it out of her head.

She was almost enough for others.

Never was one hundred percent.

She almost survived.