It used to be so much easier to forgive than to forget

Like the stupid things you did to me

How you ran on the bed with dirty shoes

How you would yell secrets

How you would lie

How you dirtied my body

I forgot

I forgot your touch on that night

I forgot those dirty sheets

Was I even angry?

How my body was spread

How my strands were in your hair

How I bled

How? Oh no? I don’t know that.

But I know I don’t forgive you