New
All the golden afternoon
Under the skies of cloudless blue.
I had nothing better to do,
But wait in my room.
I’d read through a book or two.
Waiting, and waiting, for something
New. After hours I’d still feel blue,
So I’d pick up my rose notebook
And write a poem or two.
Now the time would be around 12.
Life gets pretty boring when all your
Days feel like a living hell.
All I felt those days, was nothing.
I may as well have been a statue,
I couldn’t even move, not because
I was lazy but because it hurt, like
A cut that is to deep.
All it took was 13 years sitting under
Those cloudless sky’s, to realize,
It’s not my time to die. I laugh at that
Little girl now, she didn’t want to die,
She just wanted to be understood by
The people who called her blind.
-aubrey