It’s like I’m drowning.

I can’t seem to do anything right.

In everyone else’s eyes I may be a monster.

But to me,

I’m my hero.

I was the one who saved myself.

From drowning.

From hurt.

From letting everyone stomp all over me.

It may seem selfish,

but these days I only care about myself.

Because if I don’t,

I’ll start sinking all over again.

And I don’t know if I can save myself again.