False Reassurance
Lies were sung from my lips
The same lips that were quick to make a promise
Seduction was birthed from my hips
I would suffocate your doubts with my false reassurance
I thought my secrets were safe
something told you I was untrue
My lies were becoming way more than I could ever bare
Yours eyes already told me you knew
How could I ever dare to lie again when you looked at me with that stare
My mind flooded with panic
Your questions and doubts piercing holes in my stories
Had me become frantic
I don’t think the water works would work this time
You were finally clear headed
My claws in your heart were no longer imbedded
My love for you had vanished
Your image of me was no longer pristine
It was tarnished
You saw me for me
And you didn’t like what you saw
I was relieved but heartbroken
But if I ever really loved you
Then why did I deceive you
I’m happy you finally realized my love for you was never enough for you to pursue