Crawling out

It seems so loud

All of the words

They won’t come out

Waking up stepping out of my house

How can I feel like this day is over right now

The world seems so small

While I’m curled in this ball

Lay me down

Don’t play with me again

I’m sorry I was never enough

I’m sorry I couldn’t entertain you with love

Onto the next one

You’re into the next one

It seems like

You left me in the deep end

Floating

With nothing left to pretend

Memorize your ever move

Paralyzed within your room

I’ll be

Right where you left me

Right where you left me

It’s all about fear

It’s all about power

I’m always hungry

But you got sour

Always in a hurry

Until the wounds get blurry

You’re onto the next one

Onto the next one