* I feel like I’m stuck in a story so this is just my life *

Grew up in the typical family home. Large house with my mom, dad, brother and lots of animals.. I grew up taking care of my grandma as she was in and out of hospice cuz I was best at it. I grew up saving animals and riding 4 wheelers. I also grew up in my head.. I had no one to talk to often so I listened to my thoughts.. sometimes that got me places sometimes not. But most of the time it got me confused. Stuck on loop too scared to turn the track.. my mind tells me one thing and my heart tells me another. “stay home you won’t have fun” .. “go! You might have the best night of your life” .. choices, but my story doesn’t have a defined end “but no ones really does” . I thought things were going fine, until my parents got divorced and I was left feeling even more alone. I got a boyfriend and thought everything was better. But now I’m more confused than ever.. “I never got to be single and have fun”, “I love him”, “I want to be able to have fun with my friends”, “he’ll be mad”, “do I do what I want, or do what I should”.. in reality you know how your story should go, you do what makes you happy and you get married. Then you either live a happy or miserable life. YOU write your life story because you’re the only one who can live it. So write it how you want it to end..