“We’re gonna get you” is what the voice in my head first said to me.. “you’re not good enough to play with them” so I left. “You’re not pretty enough to be in the video” so I watched. “You’re too heavy to ride this” so I sat on the ground. “You’re too scared” so I didn’t. “Everything is going to go wrong if you go” so I stayed home. The voices were right, they were going to get to me and they did....
They were all gone. All of them, just like that.. this describes how I feel what happened with my friend groups. They always say your circle of friends gets smaller through the years and boy were they right. Freshman year I had a lot of friends! Different groups and different standards. sophomore year the groups split and I had one main group of people that I thought were all friends of mine. betr...
* I feel like I’m stuck in a story so this is just my life *
Grew up in the typical family home. Large house with my mom, dad, brother and lots of animals.. I grew up taking care of my grandma as she was in and out of hospice cuz I was best at it. I grew up saving animals and riding 4 wheelers. I also grew up in my head.. I had no one to talk to often so I listened to my thoughts.. sometimes tha...
I don’t know what to do.. do I do what my heart wants me to do or what my head is telling me to do.. do I follow the dreams that I come up with every time I leave or do I stay “where I belong”.. do I take off and run away or do I stay here and lay in bed and think about doing it .. do I branch off and try to be my own person or stay where I feel “comfortable” .. am I scared to face reality or am I...